Sunday, January 2, 2011

Intentional

Intentional. The realization that this is my word for 2011 blazed through my consciousness as I stood in the kitchen watching DH and M. It's New Year's day and rather than being out creating memories, we've been recovering from a week long bug. By 5 pm I'd steeled myself enough to offer M a trip outside, so we bundled and headed out to face the cold. The wind was so bitter that after 15 minutes he volunteered to return to the warmer climate indoors (bless his little heart). After stripping his clothes and grabbing my phone for his new Sponge Bob game, he hurdled onto the couch with his dad while I started dinner. A few minutes later, I turned around to see:


What this picture missed, was how his arm was wrapped up and around his dad's neck with a palm gently craddling his face. I absolutely adore this and relished the moment...and that's when it hit...

Intentional. WHile we've tried to be very intentional about the decisions and choices we've faced on our journey through parenthood, our schedules are such that the days and weeks run together and are gone. I never seem to manage to write down those moments, memories, firsts, and milestones like I always planned. And I have a never ending list of great ideas for special times and experiences to fill up his childhood that never seem to happen. And so, this is the year to start living intentionally with respect to living...not just choices.

I'm pretty excited about it! Living intentionally really encompasses so many of the areas I've been contemplating lately. Intention moments, intentional reactions, intentional feelings, intentional contentment, intentional spirituality, intentional growth...and even some more mundane things like intentional meals (as in better planning), and intentional days (though you won't find me implementing the dreaded "schedule").

And since this is my first real post on my new blog...intentional blogging. So this year I plan on spending some time documenting my life and some of the topics near and dear to me. Hopefully it will be somewhat entertaining, and if I'm lucky, perhaps even thought provoking.

Happy New Year!

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Most of my life I've searched out alcoves. When I was a child, I would climb to the top of my closet and tucked into the dimly lit peak would steal time from homework or chores to daydream or finish my book. These days, there are no alcoves for me to escape to (without leaving the child for whom I'm responsible), much less the time to steal, but every so often the evenings afford a little time to sit. And perhaps, I'm hoping, this might be a good vein to record the ramblings of day to day life and the things I am passionate about.

"Those who make it so difficult for me to write, are the very ones who give me something to write." (Katherine Paterson)

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I'm just a mom who used to love to read and write. Nowdays, I do laundry and legos. I also am passionate about empowered childbirth: women having choices and the education to make them. I am Brio certified and teach natural childbirth classes in my spare time. My own childbirth experience was completely without intervention and it was frightening and painful, but also powerful and euphoric. It changed me. The mother and the woman that I am today is because of the strength I found in labor.

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